decision time

Right, I've decided - I'm going to tell him that I'm not happy with everything that I've already written down - the weed, the gaming, the lack of attention and the dealing. But then, I'm gonna leave it to him. I'm gonna be smart, positive, happy and sexy and I'm gonna be a good mum, I'm gonna go out with who I want when I want - I will always choose to be with him over anyone else, just have to wait and see if he wants to offer. Fuck it - I am stronger than this - I'm gonna enjoy my life and show him what he's missing.

Kit. xx