Weird one

Well so far todays been a wierd one, John got up this morning really upset about work and has now handed in his notice, he's been signed off sick for a month aswell so he won't have to go back.

Haven't heard from Scott at all which I'm a bit miffed about now - thought I may have had at least a text by now. But never mind, I'll sure i'll here from him when he wants something.

I feel very down at the moment, i know when I feel really down - because I don't want to be around the kids and I just want to go out all the time and spend money. IT's no good but I can't seem to snap out of it at the moment. Need to talk so I'm going out with one of my best friends, Troy tonight. He's lovely and I can trust him with anything - don't know if it'll help getting it out of my system or make it worse.

All I know is at the moment I just wanna run away from everything.

Kit xx